This is going to be one of the biggest decisions I’ve made this year. It’s frightening. Deep down, I fear failure… and perceived failure from others. While I know that I shouldn’t care for any of that, it’s still definitely there.

But, in spite of it all, I’m grateful that I have a very small, but so very supportive handful of people around me. I wouldn’t be able to do this without them. It’s amazing the strength that people, as a collective, can give one person. It’s equally amazing that others don’t realize this, especially within the workplace.

Throughout this “turmoil”, Paul has been one of those very few people who are sticking around. He’s reminded me that I deserve a longer break. That finding something else isn’t at all necessary. As someone who’s been running and working since the age of 17, it sounds like the best gift I could ever give to myself — just take a break… focus on myself.. and focus on the new venture.

I’m finally ready.